Mixture of Thoughts

After having a class on finding death certificates and such I find myself feeling a little despondent, I am not sure why I feel this way.  I have found many death certificates online and am comfortable finding them but the ones I really want to see or find are the ones that are missing.  I find myself also having to write to England for copies of some records which is not to appealing but necessary.  Along with that the time that it takes to do this work and search out the missing pieces, I referenced it as a treasure hunt earlier today and that it truly is, a grand treasure hunt.  But as the time I have now grows short I wrap up this post as one that is more gloomy than others but at the same time one that is needed to show that there are not always rainbows at the end of everyday.